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Jul. 28th, 2004 @ 11:11 pm My Personal Astrology Profile
Current Mood: exhausted

The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
You are, in many ways, an eternal child. Your mind is bright, alert, curious, flexible, playful, and always eager for new experiences - and your attention span is often quite brief. You grasp ideas quickly and once your initial curiosity has been satisfied, you want to go on to something else. You crave frequent change, variety, meeting new situations and people.

 Mental Interests and Abilities
You are highly interested in inner, subjective, and personal issues, and your thinking is based more on feelings, intuition, personal experiences, and prejudices rather than reason or logic. Intellectual abilities and accomplishments without heart or soul mean little to you. You are empathic and would be an excellent counselor, for you are a sensitive listener and deeply interested in a person's feelings and inner life. In addition to psychology, you are drawn to education, art, poetry, music, or mythology. You are not especially confident about speaking in public, but will open up and share your thoughts in small, intimate groups. You enjoy keeping a diary or personal journal and reading the chronicles of others' lives and personal development.

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Jul. 21st, 2004 @ 11:29 am Why?
Current Mood: depressed
I don't understand why the month of July has been so terrible to my family. I realized this, without them I am nothing. I need them in my life, I can't bear any more pain being brought to them.

I wish I could do something to help. I wish I could easy the pain for them, I want to help. But, there really isn't anything I can do.

I sit and I cry.

I THANK GOD for the angels that he sent to help out in the time of need. I THANK GOD for my mother, my father, my 4 sisters, my husband, my 2 boys, my 2 nieces, 3 nephews, my 2 step children and my friends who have been there with their support when I needed it most.
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Jul. 13th, 2004 @ 10:51 am So Far So Good
Current Mood: cheerful
So far I am really enjoying the training and the other trainees in the class. I have a feeling that this job is going to be way to easy for me. I think I will get bored rather quickly. That just means that I am going to have to advance sooner to keep me interested. I need some challenging.
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Jul. 12th, 2004 @ 03:12 pm To Work or Not To Work
Current Mood: confused
Today, is the first day of my new job. Now I am having mixed emotions about the whole thing. A part of me wants to work and the other wants to stay at home with the kids. I will miss taking Joseph to school in the mornings. I will miss helping him get dressed, reminding him to brush his teeth and all those things.

I am debating in my head this whole idea of working again. The reason I decided to go back to work was for the benefits, and we really do need those, Especially since, my hubby is self employed.

I am also a little nervous. It's hard meeting new people.
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Jul. 11th, 2004 @ 05:52 pm Updates on a few things
Current Mood: content
I got the job with the bank. I begin a five week training period on Monday, which will take place in the evenings.

I am excited and not so excited at the same time. A part of me really does not want to go back to work. But, I know it will be good for me to mingle with others and that will help my mood greatly. It's really hard being around kids all day.

I still have not heard from the health insurance comapny for the kids, they said I have to wait 45 days. By the time they make up their minds I will be able to get it from my new job. In the meantime, I have an bill from the ER for $3,500 when Joseph broke his toe.

I made a quiz, all about me. Take it and see how you score........see the link above
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Jun. 22nd, 2004 @ 11:04 am Feeling Better
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Against All Odds - Phil Collins
Today I am in such a great mood. My migraine is gone. Woohoo!

My honey will be home tomorrow.

Oh yeah and I have an interview on Thursday with a Bank!
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Jun. 21st, 2004 @ 07:28 pm Dreams and thoughts
Current Mood: nauseated
Current Music: Caroline - Outkast
For the first time I had several dreams I remember bits and pieces of each dream. In one dream I was on some sort of adventure, Sharki, and Sofi were with me. The other too, are more vague. I wish I could remember more details.

My sleep was very disturbed last night, I wonder if that is why I woke up with a migrane this morning. The fresh air and being at the pool helped a little, but the minute I walked into the house WHAMO it was back. I feel so nauseous because of this migraine, I hate having them.

So It's Monday night already one more night without my hubby, he will be on Wednesday. Woohoo. I am so glad time is flying by.

I am still waiting to here something from the companies that I emailed my resume too, nothing yet. Geez, I hope I get a response one way or another.
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Jun. 20th, 2004 @ 11:34 am Alone
Current Mood: crappy
I hate Sundays, Mondays and Tuesdays. Why? Because those are the days that my hubby goes to work in NYC. He will be back on Wednesday. I hate when he has to leave. I always feel so alone, like a part of me is missing. I love spending time with him, I enjoy his company so much. But oh well, Wednesday is right around the corner. I feel so alone

I have been sending out my resume to several places, hopefully I will hear something soon.

I wish my car was out of the shop, so I could drive to the pool with the kids. The mechanic is doing minor repairs that were needed.
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Jun. 15th, 2004 @ 10:28 pm Who's My LJ Stalker
Leitlee's LJ stalker is shrk11!
shrk11 is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also stalking the rest of your friends list!


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Jun. 13th, 2004 @ 11:54 am Fun at the pool
Current Mood: nervous
Yesterday, I took the boys to the pool in our complex. They had such a great time, I am thinking about sending in my membership application. Only members can use the pool, or a guest of a member. I like the idea that it is a private pool, it's a nice size. Seeing the boys playing in the water was priceless.

I realized when I missed taking my daily walk, I wake up the next day in a miserable mood. I have to make sure that I walk everyday. We are now walking 3 miles in 40 minutes.

I found another tick, this time it was in my hair. YUCK!! I hate those ticks.

This evening I found a tick on Joshua, thank god it was NOT sticking to him. I gave him about 4 showers today, so I know this one wasn't on for long. It kinda looked like he had a mole on his shoulder. I was putting cream on him and I was like "wtf is that" He doesn't have a mole there. I looked closer and realized it was a tick. I pulled it off, and it was still alive. I put the little sucker in the sink and turned of hot water, I hope that killed it. I cleaned the spot with alcohol. He shows no signs of the tick ever being on his skin. I guess I got it off just in time. But, now I have to watch the spot for signs of infection. Boy do I hate moving out here. This is what I have to say I hate the most. All the rain we have been having isn't helping either.
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Jun. 11th, 2004 @ 10:13 am Just Another Day
Current Mood: pissed off
For some reason, I have woken up with a major migraine this morning. Nothing really seems to be helping. If only I could get the kids to nap, maybe I would be able to get some sleep too.

I have to do some research on summer activities for Joseph, I don't want him stuck in the house bored all summer long.

School is ending soon, and that means the kids will be home all day. My house is always full of kids from the neighborhood, I am getting kind of annoyed. Sometimes, I really would enjoy the peace and quiet and time with my family, without extra kids.

I don't know why but for the second day in a row, I am in a really bad mood. I am totally annoyed with everything.

I wish I could go on a mini vacation and leave my husband with the kids. I am annoyed that he is there and I am here.
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Jun. 10th, 2004 @ 10:53 pm Your True Nature
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:Loyalty
In a survival situation, you:Freak out
Your hidden talent is:Resourcefulness
Your gift is:Athletic ability
In groups, you:Play an organisational role
Your best quality is:Your insightfulness
Your weakness is:Your antisocial nature
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Jun. 10th, 2004 @ 06:17 pm Today I was.........
Current Mood: moody
Feeling so annoyed with everything and everyone. I hate living out here in the country.

I am sick of having to check everyday for deer ticks on the kids and I. I am sick of having to check the dog for ticks too. The worst part is today, I found another tick on me. Better I than the kids, but damn, I hate it. I have to watch now that the spot doesn't swell up.

I hate that my husband went to Cali and I couldn't go with him. I had to stay behind because the kids have school till the end of next week. I guess I am better off going because some of his family really rocks my nerves. I am in NO mood to deal with any of them.

I need to relax soon or I will explode.
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Jun. 3rd, 2004 @ 11:05 pm My Surprise
Current Mood: happy
So my husband went to Boston last nite. He just called me and told me he bought me a car for my birthday. He got me a 1990 Black Mercedes 300E. Wooohooo, I am so excited. I can't believe it, I can't wait for him to come home so I can see the car.

I had a 1997 Chevy Lumina which he took over, I never get to use the car. He realized we needed another after he had to rush back from NYC, which is 2 hours away from where we live to take Joe to the emergency room for his toe. When he went to work I was basically stuck without a car the nearest store being CVS and hour walk from my house. Imagine what that was like.
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May. 30th, 2004 @ 12:55 pm Introducing Snoop

This is the newest member of my family. Meet Snoop. I love him so much.

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May. 29th, 2004 @ 09:09 am A Randomness Update
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Caroline - Outkast
I have not not been online lately. So much is happening, that I really don't have the time to come on. I really do miss being online, I am hoping that I will have more time soon.

Joseph's toe, is doing much better and the swelling has gone done.

I have made some awesome friends in the neighborhood. I have been power walking everyday with one of them. And I am feeling very fit. We always have a house full of kids. I even have to make extra dinner, some of them stop by unexpectedly. But, we love them, so we feed them.

My MIL has left, so that makes me very happy!!!!! I am finally feeling calm once again.

My mother is coming to visit, she is staying the weekend. I am so happy I miss her so much.

Oh, yeah, I got the boys a dog. He is an 8 week old, pure breed Beagle. His name is Snoop-Dogg, the boys are in love with him. So am I. Hey I just realized I know have 5 males living in my house. ARGHHHHHH!
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May. 18th, 2004 @ 10:24 am A Trip To The Emergency Room
Current Mood: worried
Well, I am waiting for my husband to get home. We have to take Joseph to the emergency room, he hurt his foot. It is all black and blue and swollen. He can hardly walk. His bike fell on his foot. I think he may have broken a toe. I kept him home from school, poor thing is limping all over the place.
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May. 4th, 2004 @ 07:03 pm She Arrived
Current Mood: crappy
So, my husband just called, he is so thrilled he picked up his Mom from the airport. He says they will be home by 9pm. Tell me, why is my heart beating so quickly and I am having difficulty breathing. I just want to break down in tears. I just don't want to put her with her. I just can't stand to think about the weeks to come, how annoying she is. God, I feel a migraine coming on now too.
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May. 3rd, 2004 @ 12:31 pm Time Is Ticking
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Hey Mama - Black Eyed Peas
Tomorrow is the dreaded day. My mother in laws arrives, I am so not looking forward to her visit. I am thinking of going to bed before she even gets here. LOL. She is scheduled to arrive around 7pm, but she has to go thru customs and everything so that will take time. I think she will arrive here around 9 or 10 pm. So sleeping sounds like a good idea and I will have to deal with her fresh in the morning. But then again that is really kind of rude of me to do. Ugh, the phoniness that I have to put up with. Pretending that she and I like each other is really hard to do. I am going to be a good girl and try to be nice while she is here.
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Apr. 26th, 2004 @ 10:45 pm Random Thoughts
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Sitting On The Dock Of The Bay
I have been fighting this cold for 4 days now. I can't wait to feel healthy again. I hate feeling this way. My nose is sore and red from the constant blowing, not a pretty sight at all. Better me be sick than the boys.

I am not used to these kinds of things, yesterday one of my neighbors rang my doorbell and gave me a plant to welcome me to the neighborhood. This never happened while I was in NYC. It took me by shock. To be honest, I have no idea how to take care of a plant. I have to some research, I think it one that has to be planted into the garden. I also have no idea how to maintain my lawn and if I should purchase some mulch. I need to buy a dummy's guide to maintaining a lawn. LOL! If I have the energy, after I finish the laundry, I will research how to do that tonight. I know to some, I that may some pretty silly. But, I am NYC girl, I have lived my whole 36 years. So no laughing.

I wonder how Sharki is doing, I really do hope he finds happiness. He really does deserve it. He is too hard on himself, he doesn't realize how awesome he really is.
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